me too ;-(

live for the friends you are going to make on here, the ones that dont see you as disgusting, but see you as a hurting young woman who could use a hand up in her time of need.

GPA isn't the be all and end all of life matey......maybe if you can find your feet...it will level out....concentrate on you for a while....you are way more important

but my GPA matters to me and I dont really have friends on here. I mean 'officially' I guess I do but I dont come on here enough for anybody to know who I am cause I hardly ever have time

GPA is learned thing, practice makes it better, it does not really matter what it is, it is artificial thing that people made.

I understand about the GPA thing. It used to really matter to me too. Don't know when or how, I just sort of finally let that go.

Still working on the lonely thing. I haven't left my apartment since Tuesday.

I'm sorry you are hurting so much. I hate knowing other people feel anything like the pain I'm feeling.

HUGS

whats more important matey....you or your GPA?

((((HUGS))))

I'm about to graduate and things are so bad right now I want to QUIT. Yeah, and people are telling me I'm completely nuts...after everything I've been through, that with only 3 classes left to go, that I want to quit. But you know what...I'm going to keep on fighting, and I think that somehow, in you....you have hope left too, or you wouldn't have posted...you wouldn't have reached out like you did....

And I agree with Kitter...live for the friends you will make on here...they will support you when things are bad...and it makes the rest of the world a little bit easier to deal with....I know that's how its been for me, anyways.

I know college is hard, but sometimes you just have to take things day by day...I'm at that point now...I can't think beyond tomorrow and that is OK for now...just do whatever you have to do to keep yourself safe today, ok?

LOL, live for the friends you will make on here. At ds.?

I'm sorry that's just not a good thing to do. I hated you untill I saw you don't come on here much cause you don't have the time!! Your alright then, you know what they say about idol hands. No body has that many friends.

The American dream is to just simply not need so many.

thanks everybody I appreciate everything you have said. but I think if you really knew me you wouldnt think the same way about me. you would hate me too

So there's more? Let's have it, you know I was starting to like you too!

I have a big problem with self hatred too, so I don't have any answers to solve that.

I do know that it helps me when I am able to think about and focus on others instead of myself. Maybe there is someone in your life that needs some extra care and compassion? It might make you feel better to make them feel better.
IDK, just an idea. I hope things improve for you soon hun.

mara, I know its hard, but things WILL get better with time....please believe me on that one. Sometimes hope is all that we have to get us through the hard times....and it makes me sad to hear you say that we wouldn't like you....that we would hate you too....when we haven't even gotten a chance to know you. I know you say that you don't have time to come on the boards that often, and I understand that....college is demanding of time, if anything! But I know that if you were to open yourself up to the people here on DS, you would find the support that you need.

Scratch are you joking or not I am not good at telling. And you are on here too so why are you judging me for being on DS?

scratch....you are a condescending prat ya know that

mara please keep talking to us....scaredoflonely sounds like she has an idea of what you are talking about......and I am also in college if that helps.......

Scaredofl, if you are a new member, why are you telling someone to open up to people on ds? Saying you know they'll find the support they need? That is rarely true here.