Hi, i am new here and this time every year this happens to me... I can go all through the year and be happy but then boom..... i am like a crazy coconut..... crying, fighting, bringing up the past.... I cant control it... then i feel guilty... my husband is still with me, and wants me to snap out of it... BUT.... it goes way deeper. I want to upload my "notes" from when everything went haywire and then my log of how i am feeling today as it was thrown in my face last night....
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??