I hate the word Cancer.I just last my grandma july of last year to cancer and now my soon to be husbands grandmother is in the hosptail.they think she has cancer.I hate this word i cant stand it.With all the technolgy why cant they stop this silent killer.I have lost so many people to it.I dont know if i can do this agien I really dont.This women is like my own grandmother and she is really the only thing I have.I am so sick of this stuff.I dont even know what I am doing so wrong to deserve this.I just want everything to end.If its not one thing its another.I dont know if all this is worth it.I am sorry i guess i just needed to vent
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