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I hate myself

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Omg i wish my life would end...

I cant say or do anything right ...

SAT here all alone wishing i could die.. at least i would be with me dad . miss him so much
deleted_user
deleted_user
I miss my Dad too but as people keep saying to me, we'll be with them soon enough. Your dad wouldnt want you to end it because you missed him. He'd want you to make the most out of life.
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Allic, I still miss my Dad after 8 years. Make yours proud of you, I know I make my Dad proud of me every day even though I am not well. Don't give up, he would be so hurt. xx
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How can u when u havee lost the most important person in ur life.
I only just to know mine when he passed away 3 months after i found out he reallly loved me..

IM SO WANT to be with him .. just to have another day with him .. tell him im sorry that i thought he did not love me .. whenall them yrs he did ...
Magdalena8
Magdalena8
Think of something you did recently that would have made your dad proud of you.
I never got to know my dad really, he died when I was three. But I can think of something I did this week that would've made my stepfather proud of me. I washed and got out for the holidays.
chelle37
chelle37
Sorry you're feeling so down tonight. It sounds like youre dad was really special/important to you. I think SleepyChick is right though, I'm sure he'd want you to live your full life and see him again only when your time comes. Why are you feeling like you can't say or do anything right? We all make mistakes, I know I've made some big ones.
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yeah well i lost my step father who i know loved me when i was 21... mum got bk with my real father when i was 22.. thought he hated me for so long... i tryed really hard for him to love me .. fuckkk... its so hard to into... then after i thought he loved me ... he died..... Was i so wrong ..
everything i love want or need ... turns so horrrid.... hate me .. i think its me .. im so badxx
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Your dad would've wanted you to live and be happy. Do him the honor of trying to do that.
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cant .. he gave me false. hope..
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Your going to have an eternaty with him to show and tell him you love him. There is no hurry. He wants you to live a long and happy life. Make him proud.
And your not to blame for things going wrong. Sometimes the world just sucks. Its how we carry on through it which will make our parents proud.
Magdalena8
Magdalena8
It's only natural to grieve loved ones especially around holiday time. It really takes time to heal the wound that their death leaves us with. Sometimes writing a letter to them, even though they never read it is helpful. Sometimes I burn the letters up to them and I feel somehow they know what I am going through. Grieving is not an event, it is a process, give yourself the gift of time to heal from his loss. Hugs to you.
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There are a lot of people on here who have lost the most important person in their lives, be it a parent, a partner or a child. The reason we have to carry on is to make them proud of us when we do eventually see them again. Your dad will be proud of you for fighting your illness and fighting to get better.
deleted_user
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oh my i wish i had the time or engry to explain everything.. maybe thats what the jounel is for........ i want just to be at peace and loved him and i lost my chance .... he new it thats why he got close then died... why did he come bk in to my life to make me feel so bad about myself...
deleted_user
deleted_user
im so sorry for tonight .. gunna shut my big gob and stsy in the back ground xxxx
deleted_user
deleted_user
Don't hide away, vent if you want to. You can PM me if you want to vent to someone.... it's very hard to upset me.
deleted_user
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One day you will be with your dad but not till you are supposed to. You have an important mission here that is not finished yet. Maybe it's one word you say to someone that will change their life, or one smile you give. You are important. Please stay.
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