i have no motive for ANYTHING anymore. i lost my girlfriend and its killed me. i have no job no nothing. ive had depression for a couple years now and its just been getting worse and worse i dont know what to do anymore. i feel theres no point to living and i feel like im just forcing myself to everyday. i wouldnt killmyself but i think about being dead alot would it be better? would it be worse? would i not even know? i dont know but i cant take this life anymore. i dont even want friends it feels like i have this wall up that all people are all the same and i cant stand being with them iam so depressed iam beyond depressed im more like dead i dont know what to do anymore
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