well i just found out that my partner is flat out lying to me this has just pushed me too far, i don't know whether to ask for a break or what to do my head is racing aswell as my heart i feel like i'm going to be sick again i hate life i hate the pain i just hate everything right now i was doing so well this afternoon but this has jsut stuffed it all up again i've been trying so hard with my food aswell as my depression no matter what i do it's not good enough it's all just been thrown back in my face i really coudln't care less if i lived or died tonight its just too much i know i sound like a broken record and that you are probably sick of hearing about my crap but i don't know what else to do anymore
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