right now. in this moment i hate it. now dont get me wrong this is not always the case. i believe that jesus is the son of god, raised from the dead..yada,yada and so forth but right now, if could just get all of that out of my mind and heart i think that i could maybe be less suicidal. i hate that my life does not coincide with what i believe and that i wont be able to make it do so.
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