I have really been having a rough time since last night. I am getting really frustrated to the point where I just want to scream! The frustration is coming from a lot of places... money issues, the feeling of worthlessness due to being unable to do much or contribute in many differant ways, the loss of a best friend (my only close friend other than my husband), frustration with a family member that I can not tolerate and more. I just don't even know what to do with myself. I feel like I have been on the edge of a panic attack for hours and I don't know what to do to make it better! I feel like I have no one to really talk to (other than my husband) and I can't calm down!
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??