Ok as much as I try, nothing has changed. Screw it, I'm just gonna go with the flow. what happens, happens. The ones I though I could rely on in a hard time fell through. Here I though I actually had some good friends, but apparently somebody's suffering makes most people uncomfortable. Go figure. I thought that's what friends were for, the only people that despite everything they're still there to support you. Absolute bullshit. What the hell did I do wrong? (sorry about the cussing, but it's how I blow off steam.) I'm freakin pissed, depressed, and sick and tired of all this crap people pull.
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