I am not happy as of now, but I think I will be in the future. They upped my dosage, and I still feel bad but not so much like I want to die. I have a little bit of hope and it is scary to think that a few weeks a go I would have killed myself if I had had the chance. Thanks everybody for always supporting me. I hope I can help others as much as you have all helped me. I am not saying by any means that I am happy yet but I feel now like things actually could get better. Please dont anybody else give up because you really can feel better. I want to live, I just also want to be happy. Sometimes that seems impossible, but it is only impossible if we give up. Oh and guess what?!? I gave a presentation today in school even though I was really scared! (I am really shy at school and usually get too scared) but I did it this time!
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