most of you already know i am having problems with my husband. he plays head games. and drives me nuts. so yesterday he was doing the same old mental abuse that he always does. so i ended up just telling him to pick up the phone and call some who gives a shit. but that didnt get through. so i said again, do i look like someone who cares ?he doesnt like it now the tables have turned on him. and he doesnt like it, i am using the phrases that he uses on me. and then today he got up and totally cleaned the house. i was amazed. if he thinks thats going to keep us together he is gratefullyu mistaken. cos i have had enough of his shit now. and i wont take any more. and i want out now. our wedding anniversary is next week too. 6years. he is lucky that the marriage lasted this long. and thank god he is on nights this week. its my birthday this week, and i told him to forget it, and tell his kids the same. cos i want a seperation. but i cant move out of the house cos my name isnt on the mortgage. so i am staying here til he gets it sold. which will be a while yet. cos we have to finish the decorating of the house. so things will be rocky for a while, but i hope i can manage being here with him all the time. cos he works 4 on 4 off.and this 4 days of nights. 7pm til 7am, he will come home read his emails and then have a cuppa tea and go to bed, and he gets up an hour before he has to leave. so i wont have to deal wiht him for four days. thank god. gives me a break. he has been saying he wants a divorce for the last month. but he hasnt done a thihg about it. but i dont think he wants a divorce really, but i am so fed up with the abuse i have turned the tables round on him. i did actually do some not so nice things to him last week, he always wants a cuppa tea in the moring. and cos it was a day off. well time to get to bed for me. my meds have kicked in now. and i am getting sleepy. night to you all.
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