For the first time in my life I feel worthless.. I can't do anything right.. and it feels like no matter how much I try and put out my efforts out there it's not enough.. i had a pysc class that i studied for all the time and put forth all my effort and it still wasnt enough.. I completely failed it.. I looked at my mark online toady hoping I passed and I didn't.. I got a big fat F! :( when I saw this I just broke down in tears because everything I put into that class didn't matter.. I felt like i got crushed by rock and my heart just tore into pieces...then there's my best friend who didn't make a grade that she needed to take a program that I am in and no matter what I try and say i feel like I ain't getting anywhere and its just making things worse... idk what im going to do.. :'( I feel like a failure not only to myself but everyone around because I either can't help them or my efforts aren't enough.. I just want to cry..
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