I have felt like this all my life and I am almost 21 i can't even get out whats wrong because on a bases of so many things and i just feel so awful and it actually hurts and all i want to do is cry. i have ment nothing to anyone and now my boyfriend of three years "doesn't feel" like he loves me and wants to be with me and I am really upset. It just seemes that everyone is always looking out for themselves and when it comes to me it doesnt matter
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