Well I am now 9 for 9 law school rejections and I am waiting on 2 more--I scored a miserable score on my LSAT and my grades, while decent are not where I want them to be. I am doing all of my assignmnets for graduation last minute (it was embarassing asking my professor to read my rough draft on such short notice) and I am terrified of what my final grades will be--I have always been a good student--but right now I just feel like a failure--I don't even know if I want to walk at graduation--I don't feel deserving of it--and I am really afraid that if I do not get the needed "B" on my senior honor's project I wont graduate from the honor's college--and that will be really embarassing--I'm already not graduating with top honors like i thought--I was hping to achieve a 3.8 overall GPA for top honors--but it turns out--top honors is a 3.9--I know its all my own fault and that I have no one to blame, but myself--but it still hurts--I am so disapointed in myself--my Grams passed away recently and the last thing she said to me is--"I am so proud of you" and I feel like I have let her down. I need a life coach or something--I don't know if they exist--but I need someone to tell me how to eat--keep me on a healthy eating routine and someone to get me out and moving so I can lose wait--and someone to get me acadeically motivated--someone to basically whip me into shape--i guess the only person who can do that is me--but right now it seems like such a challenge--why can't I just get my life in order...?
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