I have been going through a difficult time with family, my hubbys work decisions (Very Stressful). It seems like I am withdrawing again and not getting along with anyone. I am having a difficult time managing the house and the kids because of all the pain I am in. I was complaining to a friend and he told me that maybe I should have never had kids. He said it in a mean way. That really hurt. Our friendship is over now. That is too bad. I thought we were good friends. I still wish him well. Anyway now I am really down. I feel like a bad mother; like maybe he was right. I am tired and hurt. I am trying to stay away from the kids for a while. Maybe I am not the best mother in the world, but I take care of them when they are sick, and feed them, and love them. I just bitch sometimes because they are kind of lazy and wont help out much around the house, but if I felt better I could do more too. It is this pain is just so overwhelming and no one understands, and I cant be there for everyone all the time. I feel so low. What can I do to get back on track, and feel better and be a better mother?
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