I am having such a hard time. My divorce left me really hurt. I'm the one who walked away but what he is doing to me afterword is the worst. My boyfriend is away until the end of aug and I've figured out that my friends arent really my friends. I have always been their for them and been a shoulder for them to cry on. Since i dont have Jeff to be my shoulder i have called on my friends. All I have gotten is excuses why they cant be their for me. Give me 15 mins. Damn im not asking for much. I find myself going back into my depression that i worked so hard to get out of. I feel so alone and lost. I keep asking for help but nobody is their to help me. And on top off all this I have gotten a bad kidney infection where I hurt so bad that i can barley move. This is so hard.
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