I was here before as MrsGomez. I'm back again. I just feel so sad inside tonight. I felt if i came on here and typed out my feelings this just might help me and others in need. I feel like everything is falling all around me. I feel so helpless. I don't like this feeling at all. I feel so drained. Here I am married and my husband is here with me and I still feel alone. YUCK!! How can this be? Golly, what I wouldn't give to feel at peace inside. I love animals and wish I had a pet or two to keep me company. They are very lovable and theraputic at the same time. I think many of you know what I mean. Thanks for reading this. God Bless.
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