There goes that damm light switch again. Or is it the fact that there is family issues and I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. My mother in law dose not like me and for fifteen years now she still to this day dose not accept my marriage to her daughter. We have too great boys and I can take them anywhere. My wife and I are fortante too have such great kids. Going back in time when I asked for there daughters hand in marrage her mom said I was not marrage material. Melissa loved me fo who I was. Today I know that I am a better man than I was back then. Since I was diagnosed with Bipolar and depression I turned my life around for the better. I am a better husband and father since back then. Why is it that her mom dose not like me ? Why is her mom so pig headed towards everyone. Shit she dosen't even like melissa's brothers girfriend and she is so sweet. Shit 9 years ago Melissa's parents had a fight with her grand parents and to this day they have not spoken to them. What the hell is wrong with her parents? My big concern is my boys We do not want to put them in the middle. My mother in law tried to trun my oldest against me. ( Adam dose not want to see her mom.) Adam is smart enough to know right from wrong. Now I am at that point where I am stuck between the rock and a hard place. Melissa dose not even want to talk to her own mother. ( So what am I to do?) I am so angry over all this behavior. I have turned to the smoking again to help keep me sane but my blood pressure is so damm high. All I want to do is hurt myself again. I almost got up and did it early this morning. I am loosing my mind and my patients! The last thing that I want to do is now put our boys in the middle of this shit. Now how can I trust her mom? Melissa dose not even trust her! How can I now forgive her mom for this? She still will not acceppt our marrage! So again what am I to do? Can any one out there help me?
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