i am going through surgical menopause...and i often feel like i dont belong here anymore, i cant explain exactly whats going wrong...i just know im too old for this crap, i cant take anymore, i feel done spent if you like...no im not looking for sympathy, things just keep going wrong, its something ive thought long and hard about...people would be much better off if i was gone...basically i think im shouting for help because i know something is going to happen
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