this has been the hardest year of my life. I have a 15 month old son who I see only 2 days a week because my ex left me due to my post partum depression. I have been in and out of inpatient all year, no medicine works for me. I have lost my son my job my car my apartment and the love of my life. I feel completely alone I do have one supportive person my dad but we rarely talk. I lost my health insurance so I can't go into inpatient to get help but I need it and need it now I can't take this life anymore
i just don't see how any of this can ever get any better.It still all has me in its sharp talons of memory of trying to forget.How long do i have to sit and process?i don't want to "sit with the feelings".i have been trying to do that for years.i guess i am not working hard enough.i feel so desperate.
Hey everyone. I haven't been on here much lately since my father died and everything with the pandemic. I want to feel like I can contribute words that will give comfort to others but I just don't feel like I have any right now. But I got to get all this out. So this might be a long post. Thanks in advance if you read part or all of it.A friend of mine turned out not to be such a great friend...