I am watching my life pass me by. My kids do the cutest things and I can't enjoy them. My husband is the most wonderful man, and I can't enjoy him. I can't even enjoy my favorite foods. I am just trying to make it through each day. Trying to live. It gets so hard. I hate it! Sometimes hope seems so far away! I am sick of being someone else. The real me is happy and cheerful. I can't even really remember how that feels anymore. I just want to throw in the towel and say enough already. How much sadness can one person take?
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