I am so unhappy. Tonight i ended a three year "friendship" with this guy. to be honest I know we were just sleeping with each other-but i do love him, but how can i ever expect him or anyone else to love me back when i don't love myself. i have everyone fooled into thinking i am so strong but the truth is i just want to go away and never come back...everything is driving me crazy--just registering for this site seemed like a hassel for me. i don't have any kids and i live alone...i am so unhappy...will this feeling ever end?
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