There's this guy I always hang out with. We smoke blunts watch movies talk about everything and play video games. I spend every day with him and have been for the past 3 months. I respect him alot because he's not always tryin to get in my pants. Well two nights ago we were talkin about sex like we always do but when we came back in from smokin he asked me to sit next to him. Mind you he has muscular dystrophy so it's hard for him to move his legs and what not. He's 29. He can walk but he's slow..anyways, i sat next to him and one thing lead to another and we ended up having sex. Well the next morning the temp. dropped like 20 degrees and the windows were open. I fell asleep on his chest and then he woke me up to get his blanket and we layed down. He woke me up and he was freezing so i rubbed his legs so they'd get warm and he wouldn't cramp. It's jus something i always do. But he started moaning and stuff and then proceeded to ask me if i would kiss him. So whatever i left and went to a concert and went back later that night. He was half alseep and his friend was over. I know he bragged because somebody got him a condom. We had sex last night. It was weird. I feel like shit because he's so much older and his friend, robbie, keeps lookin at me wierd. The wrapper from the condom was on the table and he looked at me and smiled when he seen it. I feel like shit, i don't want people knowing all my buisiness but i told chuck originally that i didn't want a relationship and he was actin so affectionate last night. I dont know...What am i suppose to do? I dont want to avoid him cuz i love hangin out with him but i'ma feel weird everytime his friends are around now. UGGHH!!!
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