I have these severe anxiety issues and this has caused my depression to worsen. I have been asked before why am I putting myself through this misery. I keep pondering that question but it does make me feel like a huge loser because I haven't been able to stop them. I know I don't like living this way, it is misery. I am the one who is punished because of all the things I miss out on in life. I guess I just need to hang onto hope that someday it will get better and I will have more control, but for now I feel like a loser.
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