I can't deal with it anymore. I ruined my life and I can't get my past out of my head. I hate myself so much and I feel so worthless. I ruined a great relationship I had and made really crappy career choices and now I sit here a 28 years old feeling like a complete and total failure. I can't get the past out of my head, what I had and how I ruined it. Honestly I feel like just giving up and not going on anymore. It consumes me and I just want to let it all go and I don't know how anymore.
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