Absolute Crap!!!! How can I have so many good days in a row, and just wake up one day, and be right back in the dumps... AAAAHHHHHHHHH! I just want to die, so I don't have to feel this any more... Why did I have to wake up today... Why didn't my hopes of never waking up finally come through for me.... I took my anxiety meds, so I can just be sedate all day? What the hell is wrong with me? Why won't it stop? All I want to do is wither away. I feel nautious... My daughter needs my attention, and I can't give it to her... UUUUGGGGGGGHHHHH!
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