No main event needs to trigger it. I just feel blah and want it to quickly pass. I don't have any motivation to do anything. My husband scolds me when he sees me changing. I wish he would run to me instead or running away from me when I get my sad depressive moods. I can feel myself closing off from the rest of the world. I just have to remain functional to take care of the kids.
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