i just dont feel like myself anymore. i just want to end it all and let my kids go to their dads. I really screwed up my relationship with my bf and now he left me today for ky again and i cant stand knowing i dont have him anymore. i just dont know what to do anymore. if i go in for help the state will take my kids. i just feel so helpless and worthless that if i die no one will ever notice me . to make matters worse my gurls are coming up to me and crying wanting him back here they miss him
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