I keep having this internal dialogue about going back to work. I am not really looking for a job and I don't have a car. Jay's commute is about 25-30 minutes in the Durango which is costing us a fortune in gas. I got fired from teaching pre-kindergarten when I went into crisis mode about a month after my miscarriage and it still burns my ass because my ex-boss had a miscarriage and knew what I was going through. But I feel so gulity that I am not working. I still have days that I just cry and can't get out of bed. Not to mention that I may wake up fine then something sets me off. Crying in public has become a hobby. How am I supposed to know that I am ok enough to go back to work? Somedays I feel like I may be bipolar. And i don't want to explain to an employer that I have therapy every tuesday and spill my life story. What should i do? I feel like I am waiting on God to just drop it in my lap.
Posts You May Be Interested In
Hi all! This is for those of you that have or have had the same neurologist for 4 years or more. I have been with mine now since 2009. He is one of the best movement disorder secialists in the midwest. I know he is extremely busy on the lecture circuit now and in fact not taking new patients there is a huge waiting list for him. BUT.... I feel like my visits are not what they use to be. He...
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...