I dont know what to do anymore. ever feel so upset that your joints and muscles in your arms just start to ache? I need a new life and i realize this now more than ever. I bled today. It wasnt intentional. I was in the shower and my sisters leg razer brushed up against my shoulder... i didnt even realize something happened until i put the lufa (sp) over it to cleanse myself. i saw the blood and i just felt that sting... that momentary pain and it got me thinking...i just need an end to this but i cant kill myself. i dont want to die but i dont want to live either.
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