Hi I'm kinda new to this and I feel that no one really cares about me. I feel that all the people in my life are out to hurt me. For example, today i get a text message from one of my friends saying we cant hang out anymore for no good reason. I'm afraid that I'm going to lose everyone in my life. Ever since i got out of high school I lost everyone. I mean I do have my family but even then I feel alone because I'm so different. Its like every time I go out to the store and see people laughing and talking and having a good time I cry on the inside because I wish I was them. The other thing is I am trying to find a job so I can go back to school. I feel like such a loser because my family couldn't afford to get me through school or even buy me a car. I just wanna give up and i don't know what to do anymore.
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