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Crap. Everyday I get up and try to be positive I try to accept whats going on and make the best of it but by the time id afternoon comes around im sinking, evening I crash.
My meds Im not even sure are working and Ive ran out now. I havent the courage to call the doctors for s'more and then what do I do?
I have to go back to work thursday with withdrawls? Great?

Also I just called my bank, I havent been paid im about to go over my over draft limit and thats not allowed in france, Apparently you can get put in prison for three days if that happens and not allowed another bank account again for several years. Ah Shit.

So now Im stressing and I just wanna lie on the floor and fade away, wont someone come and lie with me?
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I'm wiv ya sleepy!
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i will lie on the floor with u but ur not allowed 2 fade away. u need 2 call the dr abowt the meds. as for the bank - do u n the bf have a joined bank account ? xx
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Gimmi a hug Wham, you handsome thing!
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Nope toocool seperate except all the bills come out of mine
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well then tell the bf the situation and ask him 2 put some money in2 urs so u dont go overdrawn xx
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its too late. Banks closed, payments cant be stopped, im in the shitty!

**headdesk**

This floor is really cold.

:(
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:( well i doubt u wil go 2 prison - a warning first ? and i think u can put money in2 ur bank online - so ur bf could just transfer some money from his 2 urs xx
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I wrote my journal
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commented x
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SHOW'S NOT OVER Sleepy. Just breathe... your thinking about everything all at once. Try to tackle it one at a time and think of your options.
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Maybe start by writing on here the first thing.. and then what the options are and we can help you along. You need to see the bigger picture. Dont let this hurdle knock you down. You can do this.xx
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Im too tired of failing.
My heart is broken
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Please stay strong hun, how can we help you? Can you do something to take some time out? Have a bath something like that? Im pulling at strings here but I hate you feeling so low.
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I feel like im standing on the edge of the cliff. I can sit here for a while but not too long, I can step back or I can jump. I so want to jump.
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Has anyone here Od'd?
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