I fuckin feel like a worthless shit but I have to be in mandatory meeting at work all fuckin day. A communication training. And all I wanna do is feel like crap on myself. I have no esteem right now and I hate myself, then to be around chipper shitheads who make 3x as me, fucki a-holes. How can I sit there for 7hrs knowing I am close to death and i live the life of a loser loner with no friends. I feel like I am transparent. i need to be in a therapist office not at a job.
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