I dont think I have a chemical imbalance that causes my depression I think it is my lifes circumstances! I dont mean to whine but I have been through some things and I try to accept them and move on but the people in my life make it hard they continue even in our older ages to make me feel like Im nothing. I am not sad today Thanks to GOD but I am a little uneasy. What brought this on 1. I love my Mom and Dad but they do not accept me or my HUSBAND and this gives me grieve and I want to confront them and tell them they have never been the worlds greatest parents so they really have no right to judge anything in my life! 2 My Aunt I know she is crazy but "I still let her get to me. Now I never go to my Mommoms house cause its so negetive over there. Since ive been out sick I have been over there maybe 3 times to take the kids. Its important to me that my children have more family involvement than I did.(or should they?) Anyway my sister got in to it with my Aunt last night at the hospital where my cousin just had her baby (my aunts daughter) and brought my name up saying "& your sister I have to watch her and her kids everytime they come over cause stuff always comes up missing". What in the world!! I do not steal!! No I dont have much but what I have I work for and GOD blesses me with!! How dare she and my kids dont steal either I would see if they had something I didnt buy and I ask where they got it from. If they stole I would make them return it. I know she is lying but Iam still upset even if she thinks that she telling people that and if it were the case why not ask me about it! This is the same lady when I was about 12 or 13 would have me babysit and would say she gonna pay me take me shopping have me all happy thinking I was getting new clothes cause we were poor and homeless at the time and she would put them on layaway and NEVER get them off. Crazy!! Do I really have a reason to be upset or am I just pittyful?
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