I don't know what to do, it's 3:21pm saturday afternoon and i'm in bed crying for reasons that are unknown to me. I feel as if the love my partner and i shared is slowly disappearing and i don't know why. Nothing has changed in the 12months we've known each other. I try talking to him but he makes out it's all in my head and i need to get a grip. I feel like this sort of issue wouldn't have affected me half as much 6 months ago but for some reason i want to run out of my balcony door and throw myself off. I've suffered from depression before, me and my at the time 1 yr old were homeless and life got too much... i overdosed, not enough obviously. Was seriously ill for months but didnt manage to end it. My 'friend' pointed out i never do anything properly! Safe to say she's not my friend anymore. I don't want to see the dr as everytime i do they simply give me more tablets to take and that's not what i want, i don't want temptation i want to be rescued!
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