Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
.. what to say really.
I am of course depressed and feel myself going deeper. I try, god how I try to stay positive in front of everyone. That's the same with all depressives though isn't it? Give him a mask and he'll tell you the truth?
I'm too tired to do it anymore. I'm not gunna go try to kill myself because it's my situation that needs to die, not myself.. it's just I'm tired of the familiar pain in the pit of my stomach, the need to be perfect, the need to strive for more because surely nothing can be as bad as this.. but reality is.. facts are that I'm always going to be that 8 year old girl asking daddy to love her. No-one can take this away but me and I'm not sure how to do that anymore.
I don't want to feel angry anymore, I want to stop crying myself to sleep, praying that once I close my eyes that I won't wake up, and most of all I want to be able to face it all.
I am of course depressed and feel myself going deeper. I try, god how I try to stay positive in front of everyone. That's the same with all depressives though isn't it? Give him a mask and he'll tell you the truth?
I'm too tired to do it anymore. I'm not gunna go try to kill myself because it's my situation that needs to die, not myself.. it's just I'm tired of the familiar pain in the pit of my stomach, the need to be perfect, the need to strive for more because surely nothing can be as bad as this.. but reality is.. facts are that I'm always going to be that 8 year old girl asking daddy to love her. No-one can take this away but me and I'm not sure how to do that anymore.
I don't want to feel angry anymore, I want to stop crying myself to sleep, praying that once I close my eyes that I won't wake up, and most of all I want to be able to face it all.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
i don't want to kill myself either, it is just my situation that i want to kill. i get tired of trying to make people think i am normal and there is nothing there. lately, i am so exhausted with everything that i've just been procrastinating so badly.
you're not alone. ::hug::
Nothing in particular has happened =/
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