I have battled depression for it feels like all my life, I was diagnosed w/ deppression when i was 15. I have four children(all girls)I have one who is deaf(my youngest) I have one with ADHD( my second one) I have been married for 3 years now, but it seems like a life time. I have lost my self some were between diapers and I dos. I cant consentrate, I cant sleep, eat nothing I have lost about 30 pounds in the past 6 months (w/o trying)I have no time for myself to enjoy the things I use to. Tell me how is life fair I have people ask me well what do you like to do?, I tell them I dont know, Me and my husband dont ever go out. He works weekends, I take care of the girls, house laundry, cooking. Everything. I have tryed talking to a docter and they dont listen I have been on about ten different meds. They tell me some people you just cant FIX.. I guess that I am one of the few lucky ones!!! I guess that I am going to have these feelings the restof my life.. I need help
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