I haven't participated on this board in ages but right now I could use a couple of friends. I am in a terrible place right now. I am crying alot. Part of me knows I am grieving because my tdoc whom I really like is moving very soon. I just needed a little more time with her but now that won't happen. I am so down on myself and I am feeling very very lonely right now. I just wish things were different just like all of you do too. Part of me hopes I die in my sleep tonight but God won't be that kind.
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