Hi, I had taken a hiatus from the boards because of the horrible amount of ugly things that were said between trolls/members. I have read cruelty on here that I was astonshed by. But on the other hand I have seen an amazing amount of love and support between people. I had on a couple of equations bended over backwards to send supportive messages and hugs to be greated with complete silence. I still can't understand why. Are people suspicious of me? Has the depression community become so cynical that some pore slob comes on here hoping to help to have the door closed on me? Is it because no body knows me? Well everyone was an unknown at one point when they have came on here.
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