yuck. I hate mondays. I had an awful monday today. nothing awful happened, I was just in an awful mood all goddamn day. i tell you if I didn't have the job that I have, I would be fired for lameness. I can't stand feeling this way, but I will plow through and tomorrow will be a better day. God, I just don't give a s*** about work or anything. My spark and motivation that I have is not there. Phew, but somehow I got through my 12 hour workday today. Somehow. It is torturous, but somehow I got through it. another Monday complete.
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