I'm extremely depressed and I'm not sure how to get over it, or if I'm even capable of doing so. I have always been depressed, something has always been missing. I'm 18 years old and I can't remember one time where I was truly happy with myself or my surroundings. I have always been a social person, I use to have a lot of friends- best friends and these are people I have grew up with from the age of 5. Just recently I feel all my friends have left me and I don't know why? I keep constantly blaming it on myself. The thing is not all my friends knew each other but for some reason all at the same time I had a falling out with them. I have never been the type of person to show my emotions or even tell people how I feel. For that reason I don't think I could talk to a therapist or concelor. I just need someone to talk to. Its easier for me to express my feelings through writing so if anyone would be willing to listen and share with me their problems, or even give me some advice?...please do so. I just feel so alone like I'm worthless.
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