ok so pretty much i'm totaly depressed right now. I have manic depression but i don't take the medicine that is given to me. My family doesn't understand let alone help me at all. I don't tell any of my friends what is going on because I'm scared of what they will think of me. The only person in my life that I can actually depend on is my girlfriend that i live with but she recently took an intership in disney world and besides that i think she as been and still is cheating on me. At this point I don't know where to go or where to turn. I haven't been to college in the past week and I've started drinking pretty heavily. Sometimes I feel like i need real help but then other times i think i should just suck it all up and deal with my problems and that there isn't anything wrong with me at all. I just don't know what to do with my screwed up life at this point. I don't know where to turn or who to ask for help or what i should do.
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