I'm really struggling at the moment with life, I have been suffering with depression, I'm on Citalopram and have been for nearly four weeks but my mood is just getting lower and lower, I contemplate killing myself on a daily basis and have attempted it once. I don't know why this is happening to me, I have also started hurting myself, it started off with just digging my nails in to my hands, then i used a stone and now I'm cutting myself with my razor - they arent big cuts but this has escalated over just a day. i'm scared of myself. How do I survive and stop myself from ding all of this?
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