Lately I've been an emotional wreck. I can't stop crying, or I won't talk at all. My boyfriend thinks I just want attention and I don't I just can't take it anymore. I'm really stressed out because of the way his mother, sister and cousin. He's armenian and I'm italian/mexican so they think I'm all the bad things you can possible think of just because I'm not armenian. At first I didn't care since I don't really pay attention to ignorant people. But since last year it got really bad they tell everyone that I've cheated on him, that ugly, fat, stupid, wh*re. What hurts about all this is he won't stand up to them he says he can't disrepect his mom like that. We've been together for a long time and live together I've been thinking about marriage and starting our own family but I know it would never happen because the mom would have to approve which she will never do. I want to be able to talk to him but I don't know how? and when I do he gets upset and either yells at me at which point I just stop talking and cry or he will walk out of the house. Everyone tells me to leave him but it's easier said than done.
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