I don't feel like I have much to look forward to. I had planned to move and get out of there, but with little work experience, I just don't see that happening for a while. Socially things aren't going well. For the most part, I don't really want to be around people. I end up obsessing more and then it just feels pointless. I know this will sound whiny, but I wish that I hadn't been born. I don't know how long I can take this for. I suffer from OCD, social anxiety, and mood problems, and it's really getting to me along with all of the other crap that is going on in the world right now.
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