Most of the time I'm pretty level headed. I get along well with others, and generally act normal. But, just under the surface I feel like I'm just going to lose it. The littlest things upset me. Stupid shit that shouldn't. Most of the time I just clam up and don't say anything. Sometimes I'll make a quick remark, and then be right back to normal. This just frustrates the heck out of me, and pretty much makes me feel like shit. Like I don't deserve to be around people that care about me. Fuck, I can't even type it out the way I want to. Grrrrrrr.
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