i just took all my pain pills that i had and flush them it felt so good. i sure i will not feel so good tonight when i really want them but in this moment it is what i needed to do.tonight i wont have a bunch a pills in front of me and i wont be temped to take them. killing myslef is not the way out i still feel like shit but i did it i got ride of the pills.
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