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Hi, hope everyone had a nice Thanksgiving.
I went to my relatives house, and my cousins were there with their children. I don't have any and it breaks my heart. I'm too sick and too old.
Their house was clean, and I came home to a dust and cobweb filled home. I can't clean because of the severe depression. I also battle OCD, which controls my life.
Also was wondering what my ex husband was doing on Thanksgiving, especially when he is living in the home that I planned every detail of it's building of it. Also is living there with his girlfriend or wife and her kids and they adopted one. Breaks my heart, my dreams have been taken away from me, I also wanted to live in a different state and couldn't wait to move and had like 100 empty boxes to pack up.
He divorced me because he didn't want to hurt me anymore and couldn't front Dr's to get help. I have a boyfriend now but might still love my ex.
I do apologize for telling my story again, to those who know it...I will put this in my journal, and will apologize there also who knows my story...
Big Big hugs to everyone on DS.
Love, srosie
I went to my relatives house, and my cousins were there with their children. I don't have any and it breaks my heart. I'm too sick and too old.
Their house was clean, and I came home to a dust and cobweb filled home. I can't clean because of the severe depression. I also battle OCD, which controls my life.
Also was wondering what my ex husband was doing on Thanksgiving, especially when he is living in the home that I planned every detail of it's building of it. Also is living there with his girlfriend or wife and her kids and they adopted one. Breaks my heart, my dreams have been taken away from me, I also wanted to live in a different state and couldn't wait to move and had like 100 empty boxes to pack up.
He divorced me because he didn't want to hurt me anymore and couldn't front Dr's to get help. I have a boyfriend now but might still love my ex.
I do apologize for telling my story again, to those who know it...I will put this in my journal, and will apologize there also who knows my story...
Big Big hugs to everyone on DS.
Love, srosie
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So sorry you were crying. I didn't know your story before, but even if I did, I'd say that if it helps you to get it out again, by all means do so. (((HUG)))
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Thank you maridon.
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You feeling better? If you need to talk, write. :)
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maridon, I'm feeling pretty bad.
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What's happening, who so sad? Something in particular, or things just building up?
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maridon: So sad because of everything I wrote above...
Hapless
It is hard to love someone who can't or doesn't return it. I am sorry you are having a hard time. Times seem harder around the holidays. I hope you feel better soon.
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Memories. :( They can be hard to deal with, particularly on a holiday. All the what-ifs... We all have them, and they can come back to overwhelm us. You have to try and get past them. i know that's so much easier said than done. :( But you have to try.
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Thank you Hapless
Hapless
I look at my ex husband and his new family and think about how that should have been us. I understand. But, it isn't us and we have to work at getting past it.
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Hapless is so right. We have to look to the future, not dwell in the past.
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it's been over three years since my divorce, and four years when my ex went crazy on me, for lack of a better word... He appears bipolar and/or borderline personality disorder, as I have talked to many professionals about him.
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But that is your past. As someone (either Shakespeare or Star Trek) says, the future is the unidiscovered country. Stop looking back and look forward. Your memories will always be there, but you have a whole future to create new memories, too.
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I feel like a loser and failure, because I can't do things like other's can do. Like shower everyday, clean, wash dishes often etc...
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Just start off slow. Pick out something you can do, something that won't take long, maybe ten minutes. Then when you've finished, you'll know you CAN accomplish something. Maybe tomorrow try something that takes 15 minutes. Just little steps to get yourself started.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
