you know i am living moment to moment. i used to live day to day but no longer. a day is to much to think i can deal with.. i am ok, so don't anyone worry.... i just feel a moment of being sane and able to function is better than giving in to what i really want to do..... i have things i love enough to keep going. i wish i could say that " thing" is me. at the moment it is my dogs. they look at me with such love and it is these times i know i must go to work and keep a roof over their little heads. without them i would surely die. literally die.... because of them i can keep going until its get better for me......... i will... come on my loving friends. find the thing that keeps you going.. there is at least one thing.. this will get you to a place to have the happiness you deserve. i will cling to any life jacket i can at the moment.... come on ........ we can do it.... WE CAN........ I LOVE YOU ALL... i am committed to this place...... you people are my family.. i will help each of you all i can. it has become a mission for me......... xxx sheila
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