I think like all of us you might need a little help beating this. None of us can do it alone and maybe a doctor or therapist can help you and maybe we can too... talk to us if you need to get stuff off your chest,

my sister thinks im wierd and i do too sometimes. i mean its not normal to feel this low this often. its not normal to never want to go out or have motivation to do anything is it?

It is if your depressed.
Also..... screw normal. No one in the world is normal cos if they were theyd be freaks... Your fine. You might be low but so what, that doesnt make you weird or a bad person it makes you human.

I totally agree with the advice you have gotten. I hope that you get the help you need and that you feel better soon.

Ohhh how I remember the label wierd... I would be sooo up & happy & giggling ... could be hours or a day or two later... then I'd be so down & sad that the thought of dying could hold no comfort for me... I deserved to suffer. Even hell wouldn't accept something as flawed as me. Wishing I could die... wishing I could have such peace. Most days I was ok, but these mood swings (teen hormones my parents called them).

If you are depressed, it could be a chemical imbalance. This needs medication to correct.

*hugs*

Aww. I'm sorry you feel so bad. All that crying. You just have to really be depressed. I don't think it's weird at all. It's just in the makeup of the person sometimes and if that's so, let someone help! Trying to "snap out of it" just makes you feel inadequate. If you were stuck in a ditch, would you hope someone would help pull you out? How is this different?

It's a hard thing to accept, no one wants to do it, it would be nice to think that it will go away with no effort required, but unfortually it doesn't always happen like that.

The good thing is that you are trying. If you have to try more than once, so be it, but just think one of the tries is going to work.

i agree your not weird,dont be silly but you r depressed do maybe need some support

i love that song

I use to enjoy crying, made me feel better. Didn't enjoy others being around, but I could usually sneak a good heart cleansing sob in every now and them. A good early mornng sob, and I was good to go.

you are all so lovely i wasnt expecting so many responses! this is all very recent i dont know why i even thought to come on here but thankyou so much

I have been like that before. I know what your going through.
It will pass.

If you feel shame in admitting you have depression just remember this. Depression is an ilness just like any other. It's a chemical imbalance in your brain. Would you be ashamed or embarrased to admit you had flu?